Volume 3

148 Can’t Live Without Him

“Calm down, Li Shen!” Jiao S shouted at me!

My mind was caught in a flurry of emotions, and I could not deal with losing Nie Zun a second time. It felt like the only reprieve to such agony was to inflict pain on myself, so that it could replace the pain in my heart!

I had never expected that I actually relied on Nie Zun so much that I could not pull myself out of this!

I hated him initially. I blamed him for all my shortcomings, and piled all that pain upon him, as if that was the only way for me to lessen the agony I felt. Even as a mental patient who had already been ostracized for years, I knew the problem did not lie with me. I love my family and my friends, so what right did this world have to abandon me and treat me like a monster?

Even if she shared a body with me, and there were two different personalities in me, who did I let down in all these years?

It was the world that let me down,...