In the first place, it didn’t make sense that the effect of that medicine would vanish because it was a proposal tantamount to a Mythic elixir for Jung Ha-Yan. If I were to exaggerate a bit, it was a supreme elixir to calm her down at any given time.

‘Did I neglect her too much?’

I started regretting what I had been doing all this while. I knew I had gotten a bit busy recently, but it was no excuse to neglect her mental health. However, there wasn’t really much I could have done back when I was still inside Salit with Elena.

‘No, that situation isn’t really relevant. Now that I’m thinking about it, I don’t think she’s acting like this because I have been neglecting her a lot.’

I recalled what I had been doing and realized that I wasn’t really neglecting her that much. I knew just how scary Jung Ha-Yan could be whenever she went crazy, so I made sure to invest time and effort to take care of her mental death.

I was busy, but I made sure to spend time with her on short dates. I also made sure to satisfy her physically and mentally. I had been doing my best, and what I had been doing should...